Monday, July 2, 2012'♥
Hello Readers,
So well this few days i had been quite happy. I love him so much. I had no idea why im badly in love
with him. So let me just story a little bit about how i known him. How long i waited for him and etc.
Oh okay, so my first time of meeting him was outside boots & shoes. Maszilahh(step sis) whom introduce me to him. Actually, i have no intention to know him lah kan but we just met up. And taadaaa. I swear i dont remember whether he askd my number or i asked his number. We chit chat at msn. Get to know each other better and then meet up at his place and study together. So yeah, his like my tutor already. We eventually meet again as he wanted to teach me maths. After that, we just chit chat. He made some LAME JOKES and yada yada. Then i realise that i was starting to like him. He was single and i was single. so got chance lah kan. If im not wrong. He asked me before, "erm, whats ure taste/type of guy you would want". Then i just said sweet, nice and blah blah blah. He also kept saying, " i want something nice." whats that suppose to mean o.O so i gave him chocholate , LOL.
Then we got closer. After O-LEVEL. i went to his gig performance. He did some scremoo.. HAHA^^
My sisters and i taunt till late morning with his friends. And yeap, get to know him better. We kinda kiss a little in the bus. Whoops. Oh yea, went back to his house instead of mine. Sleepover. And yeah kinda kiss with him again. omg. i dont know if i should say this but i just did. and i dont know. i think ive fallen for him.
However, during christmas time and new year. We were a little bit far apart. I have no idea why. If im not wrong there was a few girls that kinda had a crush on Nash. So i moved on and find someone else to hangout and date with. OMG. i tell you this guys are much hotter and nicer than nash. But something in my heart says that it still loves someone. haha(: and well, get back to him again during valentines day. He kinda wana make up with me but it just feels weird but i just ignored that weird-ness feeling and continue to go with him. Talked, HangOut, Kissed. as always. then yeap, got to know him better. Then we hangout and stuff. We only became TTM because i was not ready to be his. i know dafug. but yeahh, i made it complicated. sigh. So during my first year of poly, he has been meeting me almost everyday. Get to know him, Dated.
Sadly, after knowing each other. Ive grew this jealousness towards him. I hate him because he kept looking at other girls. I hated that moment. There was times when we fight. But then it only last 2-3 days then okay already. Theres this point of time that we actually wanted to go on our own seperate ways but then we didnt. We make out and still talked to each other. If im not wrong, we were getting far apart.I did something stupid like sayin ' lets go on our seperate ways' but then ended up taking back my words. In my heart, i knew i cant let go of you. Its just too hard. sigh. I met with different peoples. Me & him just grew far apart but we still meet each other 1 or 2 times a week.
Somewhat, we still have this hatred feeling towards each other. Until this point of time, when i ignored him because i couldnt stand his attitude that i decided to avoid him. Thats was a choice i had to choose. Avoiding each other so that no one gets hurt. So i did that but somehow he kept asking me whther want to meet up or not and like i said this heart of mine always accept him. FUG IT. and yea met him and we TALK,CHAT,KISS. LOL :D then, after some little fights and cries. he decided to work things out. and i told him that i dont want to be TTM anymore. its too complicated. and yeahhh, here we are. So last saturday & sunday, time spent with him. TALK CHAT KISSED. and yea went for baybeats. Best time, maybee. aahhahaha(: and now deeply in love with him. ROFL
P/S; I LOVE YOU
