Hi guys,

So i now its been a long time since i actually bloggg. Oh well, so right now im married. Bila? August 2018... Still hard to believe! Well my life not that interestinggg HAHAHA. What i can tell u guys is that i have one kiddo 👶🏻 its a baby boyyy!!! I share u one photo okayy... Baby Abdul Amri Ashari... ape updates u can see my facebook or ig hehe... oklahhh byezzzz

2018 new year resolution

1. Finish up my motor license n take car license.
2. Take up course
3. Go travel !!! Japan or Bandung or USA 🤔
4. Save $$$10K can anot please.
5. Open up business
6. Stop smokinnngggggg urgh
7. Find my prince 🤴

Why did u put violence in my life when we could have talk ?

Heartbroken 😔

where is my prince ?

please let this misery end

2016 new year goals

Hey Bloggers,

I know its like so late at night and i am blogging !! Too bored i supposed. Currently, job hunting for a better job and then maybe i think of something to do .. Hmm .. Life is tough isnt it ? Haha. Well what can i say. Goodnight guys :)

Hi huni,

If ur reading this. I wana say tht I love u from the bottom of my heart. And tht, I will never regret meeting you. I will love u for who u are n I hope u will too. The moment I lay my eyes on u, i cant deny that I like u ! And I was hoping that there would be no other girls besides me to catch ur attention. Thanks for putting all your faith n love to me. I love u.

Love, Nana.

In a sea of strangers I've longed to know you
My life spent sailing into your shores,
My arms that yearn to someday hold you,
Take your time and take it slowly
As all you do will run its course,
And nothing else can take what,
Was always meant to be yours.(^_^")

Asri_Jet

 Hi guise,

   So 2014 is around the corner. And here are some of my new year resolutions. Firstly, to be more understanding. Secondly, more matured. Thirdly, dont be fcuking irritating. And forth, ignore their ego and not to entertain it, haha.

   KK serious serious! Well i am planning to get a license next year since my mum did not want to sponsor me due to some financial problem. She kinda stop working at this shop just to pursue her dreams.. I am really happy for her. Secondly, to get a new job after i graduate. Thirdly, to become a proper lady since im 20 this year and am thinking of a birthday celebration since it is my 21 next year. So i need some people to help me out in this. Maybe some chalet, hotel or bbq pit. Whichever but i prefer indoor though. Besides all this resolution, i would love to change my character and make new friends and to explore around the world, hehe. No worries. Slowly but surely. To be honest there is so many more things i would love to do. Like scuba-diving, sky-diving, surfing, bungee jumping from high buildings, learn how to cook and start learning how to play a drum. Yup :D i know there is so much to do. Well, we see how it goes.

   Anyway this 2013 has been superb even though it kinda started of pretty rocky because of some IDIOT which somehow disappoints me with his decision. Will still be waiting for you though ;) Okay, i think i have to end this. Gona go for some smoking sesh in the toilet, kidding. Well wishing you guys out there a happy freaking new year and a fruitful one, CHEERS :D

                                                                                                                                       Love, Naqiah.

will you still love me when i am not young and beautiful. will u still love me when i have got nothing but my aching soul.

Hey guys,

So basically i am happy to tell all of you that my mum officially started her own business since 25th September 13. What business? Well, its food business.It is what she adores so much. She just love food and has passion in cooking. Some might love her food and some might hate her food. But to be honest, i am starting to love her food because i am starting to love food. Well, i hated eating when i was young. That is why i am skinny as compared to my mother XD

Ok so, how did it all started. From my dad.. He was the one who inspires my mum to start her own stall. I helped my mum during the first whole week and it was unbearable. The long hours of preparing and cooking of the food. And i hate making the currypuff because i have to cut the potatoes, onions and boiling of the egg and also the important part that is preparing the dough which takes a lot of muscles exercise because you have to mix the flour and  butter altogether. Takes a lot of time. At least 12 hours ? Now you know how difficult it is to start of a business. Oh and don't forget that you need money to start of a business. So my mum kind of have some money to start it off. We payed for the stall and also buy the groceries to prepare the food. It is not easy i tell you.

So when we all begin this business, it takes a lot of patience, passion, initiative, honesty, being hardworking to make it. We had to sacrifice our sleep which is kind of bad for our health but we are adjusting to it and managing our time. Thank god my mum made Saturday and Sunday off for home cleaning and spent some time for herself (SLEEP) and leisure.. Haha :) The first day was the most tiring day. But what i like the most during that day is when people come by to buy our food. That was the most best moment. To make them smile is another best part. I like my mum way of style.. She loves greeting them. She loves saying thank you. She loves making their days better by saying have a good day. This are just simple things that makes thing better which some of the other stalls does not do. And obviously, i adore my mum for that. I really do. And with my sister helping my mum at work. It makes it all much awesome with her rather naughty jokes. Just makes everyone laugh. The great part of the end of the day is counting the money.. Hehe. The profit we've made. The bad part was that we had some struggle to serve the food for the customers. And it was a tough and tedious job. Also tiring and the job takes up a lot of your energy.We had to do calculations by counting the amount of food we sell to customers and etc.

All of this experience made me mesmerize the old good times during my childhood. I would play cashier with my sister where we will sell our home items when we were little.And now we are officially doing it. How great is this.

Alright i think that is all that i have got to share. What i know is this job is tough. It takes a lot of patience and passion to do everything from preparing, cooking, serving, communication and cleaning. Well i think i have said enough. What i am sure of is that my mum  has accomplish one of her dreams and i am glad she did (: Gambatte mummy. Oh yeah, and i just can't wait what life has to give. There is always it's up and down. And it is just exciting. So guys, have you accomplish your desired dreams? Because i have about to accomplish mine (: Adious amigos.

Characteristic of a deal breaker:

1. You work harder than he does to fix his problems or make the relationship better.

2. You keep asking yourself, " Is it him or is it me?"

3.You hope that he will magically become better at some point in the future ( for instance, that he will become sober, stop controlling you, become more affectionate, achieve more, et cetera ). And u recognize that if he doesn't, you will be intolerably unhappy.

4.You constantly worry about how the relationship is going to affect your future.

5.You constantly suppress your personality in order to avoid conflicts.

6.You feel mistrusted to such a great degree that you are frightened to have outside friends or influences.

7. He feels that you are either "for him" or "against him". When he is in a good emotional place, he believes that you are on his side. When he is in a bad emotional place, he feels that you are against him and do not have his best interests at stake.

8.You, and only you, are unhappy.

9.You long to make connection with him but are unable to do so.

10.You care more about him than he seemingly does about you.

11.He consistently draws his own conclusions without listening to what you are saying. Thus, you are a product of his fantasies and he is incapable of recognizing you as an individual with thoughts, feelings, and motivations of your own.

12.He lacks empathy or remorse and is unconcerned about how you feel.

13.You meet his needs, but he seldom meets yours.

14.Problems are never resolved, and nothing is ever gained.

(Dr Bethany M. 2007)

So here is a photo of this game call 'FISH TYCOON'. And i am officially addicted to it however i am only playing it ONLINE. sucks right ? I wana get the CD or maybe download it.. Anyway, do you guys saw the PINK FATFISH with the price of $600 ! Crazy as it is.. i know.. I sold it for $600 ! And just look at the awesome crowd. 36 only ;p HAHAHAHA. Alrite.. So i found 2 rare fish ;3 5 more to go. hehe:)

i am just a girl finding happiness. finding what life really means. thinking to myself what is it and why i am here on earth. ponder to myself. waiting for the answer. what is it.

we are all fighting for our lifes. fighting for our dreams, fighting to secure a good job and fighting for a future. sighpie. can life be as simple without fighting ? can please ? not as easy as i think it might be. urghhh :/

social life is complicated

trust is like an eraser. once it is being used up. it gets smaller. so if u continue to lie, the trust will sooner or later be gone.

'people come and go like scissors' - fergie.

I miss you badly and i just want you. You've once told me why i easily give up. I ask this question to myself. When did i ever give up?. I tried to get your attention almost everyday. I just want your attention that is why i kept calling you, i kept texting you, kept seeing you. Just so you could get back to me. Being with you for 2 years and 7 months has been awesome and i just want more. I do not want other girls to get attracted to you because you're all for me. It's been so quiet since you were gone. Whenever i miss you, i just look at the photos of you or hug the teddy bear you once gave me. People ask me why i still bother about this guy. Maybe its because i have never give up. Your my first love. And i wont give up on you and i hope one day you will just comeback for me and forget about all the other girls.P/S: i still love you

        Hey Blogger,
  It's been a very long time since i have not post anything.
Oh yeahh, its 3rd October 2012  baby and im like 19
this year. I'm so happy (: So later plan would be
going out with my family and also not to forget my boyfriend.
My sister's boyfriend will be there too. Hopefully.
  Anyway, nothing much. Just going to Newton to celebrate
and eat seafood. Then i'm not sure if i'm going movie with
my boyfriend. Well, hope he we can so that we can have some
quality time together. haha.
  Well for now i'm going to tell abit about my other celebrations
during my previous birthday. Some are funny and some are sad.
Sad ? Im just kidding.
  K i shall recall back my 15 years old birthday celebration.
It was funny like seriously. I had alot of fun. And at that time i had
a chinese boyfriend. Not too tall and not too short. Damn Cute.
So during the evening i went out with my sister and one of my girlfriend
to Tampines Mall. So they kinda bought a ring. I'm quite curious as
to why they bought it. I have no idea. And well, reached home and had my dinner.
    At around 730pm, went out of home and suddenly i saw eggs in my friends hand.
I quickly when down the staircase to the other block. They couldn't find me.
Then i realise that i gave up and went back to my flat as i see them went off.
All of a sudden, eggs was being thrown at me. I was covered with eggs.
And the funny thing that happen was when my friend throw the egg at my pussy
and it never crack. Anw, its fucking painful. I laugh like crazy when i saw the egg
lying on the floor. Quite hilarious though. And it was crazy surprise, i love it.
Oh yeah, the ring was actually for me. My ex bf asked my sis & gf
to find it for him to give it to me. So sweet right ? k whatever.
   During my 16 & 17 years old birthday, i think my birthday was just a simple one.
Celebrate with my family. Nothing much due to my n & o levels.
  However, for my 18 years old birthday. It was quite special because i celebrate
it with my TTM. At that time we were just 'friends with benefit'. So my birthday
was being spent at Night Safari. I was quite happy as fug bcos ive got a teddy bear.
hahaha. And it has a heart saying ' I LOVE YOU '. This is much more sweet right ?
K whatever ;p
   Ok, so we went there and had dinner which was awesome as i LOVE chilli crab.
At the end of the day, had chocholate cake & choc ice cream from BENS & JERRY.
It was like HEAVEN :D hahaha. OK so day spent with boyfriend after that.
  And here i am, 19 years old today. Wow, how time past so fast.

     3rd Oct 2012, 0214am.
 

P/S: I LOVE YOU

Hello Readers,
       So well this few days i had been quite happy. I love him so much. I had no idea why im badly in love
with him. So let me just story a little bit about how i known him. How long i waited for him and etc.
Oh okay, so my first time of meeting him was outside boots & shoes. Maszilahh(step sis) whom introduce me to him. Actually, i have no intention to know him lah kan but we just met up. And taadaaa. I swear i dont remember whether he askd my number or i asked his number. We chit chat at msn. Get to know each other better and then meet up at his place and study together. So yeah, his like my tutor already. We eventually meet again as he wanted to teach me maths. After that, we just chit chat. He made some LAME JOKES and yada yada. Then i realise that i was starting to like him. He was single and i was single. so got chance lah kan. If im not wrong. He asked me before, "erm, whats ure taste/type of guy you would want". Then i just said sweet, nice and blah blah blah. He also kept saying, " i want something nice." whats that suppose to mean o.O so i gave him chocholate , LOL.
       Then we got closer. After O-LEVEL. i went to his gig performance. He did some scremoo.. HAHA^^
My sisters and i taunt till late morning with his friends. And yeap, get to know him better. We kinda kiss a little in the bus. Whoops. Oh yea, went back to his house instead of mine. Sleepover. And yeah kinda kiss with him again. omg. i dont know if i should say this but i just did. and i dont know. i think ive fallen for him.
      However, during christmas time and new year. We were a little bit far apart. I have no idea why. If im not wrong there was a few girls that kinda had a crush on Nash. So i moved on and find someone else to hangout and date with. OMG. i tell you this guys are much hotter and nicer than nash. But something in my heart says that it still loves someone. haha(: and well, get back to him again during valentines day. He kinda wana make up with me but it just feels weird but i just ignored that weird-ness feeling and continue to go with him. Talked, HangOut, Kissed. as always. then yeap, got to know him better. Then we hangout and stuff. We only became TTM because i was not ready to be his. i know dafug. but yeahh, i made it complicated. sigh. So during my first year of poly, he has been meeting me almost everyday. Get to know him, Dated.
      Sadly, after knowing each other. Ive grew this jealousness towards him. I hate him because he kept looking at other girls. I hated that moment. There was times when we fight. But then it only last 2-3 days then okay already. Theres this point of time that we actually wanted to go on our own seperate ways but then we didnt. We make out and still talked to each other. If im not wrong, we were getting far apart.I did something stupid like sayin ' lets go on our seperate ways' but then ended up taking back my words. In my heart, i knew i cant let go of you. Its just too hard. sigh. I met with different peoples. Me & him just grew far apart but we still meet each other 1 or 2 times a week.
     Somewhat, we still have this hatred feeling towards each other. Until this point of time, when i ignored him because i couldnt stand his attitude that i decided to avoid him. Thats was a choice i had to choose. Avoiding each other so that no one gets hurt. So i did that but somehow he kept asking me whther want to meet up or not and like i said this heart of mine always accept him. FUG IT. and yea met him and we TALK,CHAT,KISS. LOL :D then, after some little fights and cries. he decided to work things out. and i told him that i dont want to be TTM anymore. its too complicated. and yeahhh, here we are. So last saturday & sunday, time spent with him. TALK CHAT KISSED. and yea went for baybeats. Best time, maybee. aahhahaha(: and now deeply in love with him. ROFL

P/S; I LOVE YOU

Morning guys. I am feeling peaceful right now just to be with myself. The coldness in the air at 12.50 am is fuggin awesome and i am supposed to be sleeping as there is school later on. I am depressed because lately i felt like there is many people in my life that  i missed so much had surprisingly went off from my life. One of them is my late grandma who has just past away when i was in my first year of polytechnic. So my grandma past away in Malaysia due to sepsis. sigh. Kinda upset though when i heard the news. I went home with Nash during that particular evening. Rushed home and prepared my stuff. My mind was in a mess. I had to do my MC immediately as i wont be in Singapore. Fug up moment ! After doing,the stupid shitty school thing i immediately went to Malaysia. Ponder for a moment, realizing all the mistakes i have done in this world, it is like as if god is trying to show me that life is short and i should start now to change. So 2012, its my time to change.

10th May 2012.

im feeling sober ):

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I don’t know why but i tink my enemy is my own sister! I know tats weird.Shes TAURUS and im LIBRA. We’re not meant to be together.Thats stated in our horoscope.Well what can i do? She’s still my sister and i have to lurve her for what she is!She’s c0nsider my blood sister. isn’t tat rite?Hurmies, ily sis even though ure much prettier than me and many people likes you compared to me. Hahaha! What can i do? I’ve g0t no p0wers. Thats for SURE!I hope you will change your character s0medays to be a much better person. Insyallah. Amin. Once again i luv u sis!I know we do fight just like “cats and dogs” haha! Bt no matter wad it is, u will still be my beloved sis. So yeah, i just wish that our relationship as a sister will always stay strong no matter what happens.

And if you’re reading this! I just want to let you know that i care for you and i don’t want anybody to hurt you or your feelings. I want you to know that i’ll always be by your side when you need me. I PROMISE THAT. I also want you to know that im very worried if you would mix with bad companys. Seriously! Stay away from those people whose trying to destr0y your life.And lastly, i just want you to know that i want you to have the best in your life/future and be s0meone successful! Amin(: Oh yeah, don’t be afraid to dream and get wht you want in life okay nad.I know you’re a good sister.

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tell me who doesn't like Justin?! look at his fans.

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i just wish i cud be a kid agaiin!

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my face ugly sia! k bye!
i chatted with ana,izah,iqah&tika((: and we were freaking biol! ILYOU GUYS

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yesterday photo's ! serious fun tymex shey smlm.
i met new people also! its just so cool!
makasih kepada kak uda karna kasih gue ini! my lips too dry!

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